Back to work for 2 days and need to go to bed 1 hour ago, but I just woke up from my nap (!). Missed morning meds for 2 days. Missed workouts for 2 days. Just came home and slept both days. I'm not even going to take a shower, I spent my time wating tv for an hour just to escape, I guess.
Having a problem with my online class -can't open some files. The instructor emailed me some suggestions but I'm blowing that off tonight. I don't know what I'm doing!! I don't know how to use the website!! I feel so old and out of it. I think there is an assignment due Thurs., but I'm not even sure about that.
I can't sleep my life away again this year. I just can't. Feeling quietly panicked tonight. Damn this depression. I'm so sensitive to stress, and no one understands. I'm thankful to have this site for support.