The temptation to drink is fading and that feels wonderful. I keep the subliminal hypnosis CD playing when I'm driving around and working, so I get the positive messages all the time. So I now I hear myself saying those positive things to myself! Things are NOT better in my marriage, however. I do have hope, though. Perhaps the longer I am sober, the better they will be.... once he believes that it's for real and for good.
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