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Not a Good Day

Jan 04, 2009 - 0 comments

I dread him leaving tomorrow.

Sleep Walking

Dec 31, 2008 - 0 comments

I have been getting up in a panic since the episode that I just had. I also wake up and want to find my dog because he has been sick too. My husband returns to his job in Germany Monday and I am sure that is a factor as well.

I am still awake at 4:00

Dec 28, 2008 - 0 comments

I think that the steroids are giving me a shot of that energy that we all hear about. I am not having all of the heart palpatations now so that is good. I do not mind that I am not sleeping because I have been in the bed throughout the holiday. I don't care for the season anyway after the loss of my mother 3 years ago. It is simply not the same to me anymore. I do all of the stuff with my husband and his family and that is enough. I do not have that great of a family situation, but there are those that I do love dearly, like my cousin/brother. He is more of a best friend.

I am still numb in the side of my face. This is bothering me really bad. The swelling is terrrible. The potassium has helped to take some of the pain away in my joints.

This has been the most emotionally draining on me as far as all of the MS. Maybe by Monday I will have work to go back to and that will get my mind off of all of this for about 8 hours. I will take it easy for the first few days but then I am sure that I will soon get back in the swing of things, with friends and lunch. I will have to wear a mask at work for the depression in my immune system, but that is OK too.

Life will go on!

Numbness

Dec 28, 2008 - 0 comments

the numbness in my face is a little better but i am not sure, i feel like it is and then i will go numb again
i got the shot in the right leg tonight