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Oct 11, 2013 - 0 comments

Added Ativan to the list of medicines I take.

Being used to treat the chronic anxiety I've had since the Seroquel induced panic attack.

Dosage is 1mg.

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Oct 04, 2013 - 0 comments

Am having a migraine. Mostly vision symptoms.

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Oct 02, 2013 - 0 comments

On the night which leads to this day (in other words from the 1st to the 2nd) it was my first day back at my own place (not my parents). It is fairly lonely here as I have no friends and am not very social with my neighbor.
Unfortunately my panic attack a while back made me fearful of being alone. I clung to anybody and everybody.
So as my first night back, alone, I was fearful that it would.
My night was going perfectly. But then I started getting mini spikes of anxiety. I took Xanax for them. I've taken a total of 3 now... and I'm just now having a major anxiety spike again.
It makes me nervous because 3 now = 6 of the old dosage. That's A LOT. That should get me high.
I can feel it coming back, strong and powerful. I need to knock myself out of his anxiety. Or I'll get another real one.

On Wednesday night (the night after the above post) I came into the possession of some liquor. I tried to drink but it appears that even something as weak as half of a Mike's hard lemonade can cause increased anxiety, so I am staying away from it for now. What a shame!

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Med Dosage

Sep 30, 2013 - 0 comments

Zyprexa dosage went up as instructed from 5mg to 10mg after 4 days.

Notable appetite changes have occurred. I am hungry more often and often do not experience being "full" so I can eat a lot.

Zyprexa is known or causing unhealthy weight gain, so I need to be careful.

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