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oh what a present :)

Dec 25, 2013 - 5 comments

I still can't believe it.... :) I'm so thankful to God to bless me with such a Christmas present - thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!!!! I'm the happiest person and I cherrish every moment of it, even the symptoms that are getting stronger every day:
Sore and tender bbs, nipples
constipation - this is something terrible and not really sure how to deal with it because the ususal tricks don't work...
cramps - like stretching and pulling
dizziness
blocked nose
fatigue
waves of nausea - ususally out of blue and not in the morning
frequent visits to the bathroom ;)

Thank you Lord for this special gift you've given me and all the symptoms so I know my little pea is getting comfy in there :D

bbs and sleeping

Dec 22, 2013 - 0 comments

Although my test doesn't look too promising, I have quite sore bbs and I could sleep all day long. Last night I fell asleep on the couch while watching a movie, this morning just before noon I had to sit down a bit because I felt so tired: I fell asleep. After lunch I just wanted to rest for 10 mins before I continue with X-mas preparation, and again - I fell asleep! I think it sounds good but when I look at my test today.... blah :( I'd love to skip a few days ahead in time!

clots and tissue :(

Nov 25, 2013 - 9 comments

TMI warning!
I spent half on hour in the bathroom. All these huges chunks of tissue and clots .... I was shocked and started to cry because it just dawned on me... I lost so much blood - I hope that was it and the "original" bleeding will get better too. The pain is back and it hurts my soul as well. Dear Lord give me strength

Bromo-Baby field ;)

tiny cramps and blocked nose

Nov 23, 2013 - 0 comments

I have these tiny lightning-type cramps. Not like before AF but who knows? Blocked nose for 2 days now, it is quite disturbing so 1-2 times a day I have to use a spray.

Bromo-Baby field ;)