Dec 08, 2011
"My headaches are all the time and they keep me from thinking clear, they are just constant and sometimes they are worse than others...sometimes a 10 and other times somewhere in between...they are hard to describe. The vidodin worked for a long time actually. My eyes hurt too, the headaches are right behind my eyes also."
Just want to run this by you....we have had a friend visiting this week. Now we usually get along but I realized that It was fun when I was feeling really good for that weeks.
Yesterday I had a terrific headache and had pain in my neck...I felt awful all day. I woke up this morning feeling so much better but I only spent maybe an hour around her this morning and my anxiety level was going through 'my' roof, and my headaches and neck pain started in again.
I can't always connect the dots but I was able to do it this time. I am in my room while they are off doing something, thank God !! I like her but I can't stand her.
She is very loud, talks a lot and disagrees with everything.....which didnt bother me when I was feeling better....but I am nuts now. She does go home today so I can take care of myself. I have been forgetting my meds and my routine too. I feel bad saying that because I really care for her.
Yes, I am in all-kinds-of-hurt type happiness.
I am not one to do journals.... I forget them, lose them, delete them, its very frustrating so I tend to stop for a long time, and then try i again only to reach the same results.
I am going to see what tomorrow brings plus I may try a journal again..lol, I do feel different about it now, like i am doing it because I want to, not because I need to. This also interests me a lot. Guess my brain reached out and finally caught something..lol..as long it doesn't let go.
Anyway, I have been alone now for about an hour, just me and my dog, Molly. So I am calming down a little... and, I like it like this!!!
So I am paying attention..