Wishingthinking helps me think of a better peaceful future but it makes me wonder many things too...

I usually helps me think all I do is look a picture That I really like and breath and try to relax and it comes naturally.. Every time I do it it helps me think...

And when I meditate and talk to God helps me too... Letting go every thing in my heart and only think about what's important..

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Every one has them even me.. Is not easy being young not because I'm immature or passing.. But parents always overestimate their youth just because their not an adult by  law but.. Being  an adult  only means more responsibilities.. Many adults are immature not matter their age they can be as old as time but that does not mean They are wise.. I have seen older people acting like teenagers not wanting to change their ways just because they wont accept change.. Change is  not always easy but is part of life... Parents should accept that their Children are growing up and they are gonna leave the nest soon.... Is not just about age but is about experiences too. Learning what are the best choices for your life even if people don't approve.. is part of life... Right now I'm facing a decision that I have to make.. Not easy... I decided to stay with my mom until the law says I'm an adult I have 3 years... 1 to finish 12 grade 2nd to finish My job studies and 3rth start working and saving money to move I'm even becoming independent even so I'm not 21 yet.. every time  my dad give me money i'm saving money.. when I get home with mom I'm going to have in of to buy what I want, The studies I'm going to take of 12 grade they will give me money for studying I'm going to start saving with that....

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I feel Fine.. I'm trying to relax by thinking about what I want for Christmas. And positive things.. Is not easy I'm jut waiting to go home, well , Maybe I'll wait  until January to act but for now I'm going to think of what I want for Christmas

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Bored mad and exited
I'm crazy to go home is just taking to long..
I know is soon but I feel is not soon in off...
I can see the changes in my room from the cleaning the walls don't have pictures and stickers no more
My plant is the only thing left on the window of the living room...
And now that I wrote this I feel peaceful again

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