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Oct 28, 2008 - 0 comments

Today has went a little better. Both of his kids are home. they are "sick" witch they don't act like it. well lets hope they can go on to school  tomm. atleast Alexis is not sick yet!! I don't get to go to my parents this week end because she is taking a test witch i am very happy for her i fust wish i could still come!! but that happens  I jsut  cant get over the fact that we got into so bad this week end(ander and i) He wanted me to leave but the baby stays!! yeah right i will never leave her here, and me go he would not even a someone to watch her when he works he will not feed her baby food change a dipear or even give her a bath. so they are no way on god green earth i would  leave her here. when i went to the doc for 40 mins i worryed to death about her!!

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o-god help

Oct 27, 2008 - 0 comments

I just feel like i cant do this anymore!! His kids are sick he is sick I dont want my baby sick!! This is going to be a really hard day and maybe even the next some how  i just knew that this was going to happen. I really just want to get over this and fast. I really need to ge get me something for this. so i can handle it like i should be able to!!

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bad day

Oct 26, 2008 - 0 comments

today has not been the best! we was not getting along he has a cold and that makes it really hard!!!
to get along i just wish we could get along!! it is getting really bad!!

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i can do this

Oct 26, 2008 - 0 comments

well yesterday was Izaak's birthday party!! That was so much fun!!!

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