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Oct 01, 2014 - 0 comments

So i haven't had any anxiety or migraines lately, Thank God! I still do feel dizzy and unbalanced sometimes. Today i went see my doctor and he's referring me to a ears nose throat specialist. i also talked to him about me taking gravol and he wasn't too concerned about it but he did say that when i decide to quit i have to ween off it slowly.

Hmm what else.. I also haven't felt depressed in a long time.
I'm getting used to being alone again.. so i don't always have to have someone with me.

Another thing i still feel sometimes is nauseous! like earlier, but i took gravol.

I haven't been on here much because I've been busy trying to get into school.. so far so good! If everything goes as planned i wil start on October 24.

Feeling Like **** !

Aug 25, 2014 - 0 comments

My head feels so weird! I've felt it before and it's not fun! One time I felt like this I had a panic attack I don't wanna let it get that far! Trying to stay calm..

Happy thoughts.. Happy thoughts..

Nothing is wrong with me.. I'm ok.. It's nothing just let it go.. Forget about it..
You're ok.. Don't worry..

Trying so hard to ignore it.. So hard..

IM OK!!
ITS NOTHING!!

Just breathe!! Relax!! Be happy!!

Dealt with this for almost a year! So many times I thought I was going to die.. But I haven't. I don't think it's getting worst.. It actually got a bit better. I just want it gone completely!

I don't want to worry anymore, I don't want these ugly symptoms anymore!

I hate this! But I know this will pass..

Stay positive Iris!!!

Depression *****

Aug 22, 2014 - 0 comments

I know this affects a lot of people and it does take the lives of many. If only I knew what you were going through I could've gave you advice and talked to you. You seemed like such a happy person but I guess you weren't. I'm sorry you had to go through that alone! I know you're In a better place now :( RIP Tommy Gun ❤️

Depression is serious! I know what it feels like.

This *****...