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Surrender To Win

Jan 09, 2013 - 3 comments
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surrender



as children brings their broken toys~with tears for us to mend............i brought my broken dreams to God~because he was my friend...........but then instead of leaving him in peace to work alone~ i snatched them back and then i  cried" How could you be so slow"..........my child he said  what could i do  " you never did let go"... unknown author

Smoking

Jun 30, 2011 - 6 comments

Smoking

Weekends

Mar 14, 2011 - 1 comments

I think the weekends are going to be my strong-hold........ My grand son came and spent the weekend with us, we had a wonderful weekend and yet because my schld. was off I found I was wanting to smoke............My middle grand child was in a showcase production at the local community college.....it was awesome, she actually had a dance solo. Woot Hoot. and afterward I was wanting to smoke.............Because thats what I use to do. Hang with the grandkids and when they leave I smoke.UGGGGG~ Tough. ......I made it through, but it didn't feel good (sad to say)
Next time I'm going to be better prepared for the habit...................

Smokless and Life Goes On~~

Mar 12, 2011 - 1 comments
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Smoking

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Addiction

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And LIFE!



If the world would stop for me................I would have a much easier time staying clean. Smoking is so easy to justify...... I've done it for so long..............But Today I have ran out of excuses, my desire not to smoke is greater than my desire to smoke. That is the bottom line.............So I ask myself.....Self, are you willing to go to ant lengths to stay smoke free one day at a time and Today, my answer is YES..............All I have is today, this moment in time. and actually only 6 more hours today then off to bed...............Keeping it simple, treating this like the addiction it is.................