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Aug 16, 2011 - 0 comments

I have been experiencing intense pain,numbness on the whole left side of body. The weakness has been so bad that I can't even move my left hand or foot.I felt like a 40lb. weight was laying on my hand and foot to keep it from moving. I felt like I was having a stroke and after doing research on it, I did. Maybe it was an Ischemic attack or TIA. I have had 3 or 4 of these attacks and don't want to wind up having a full blown STROKE. I am having mental exhaustion,confusion and altered mental state with many others symptoms to many to state.

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Today is stressful

May 31, 2011 - 0 comments

I am just concerned @ Bryan and Gary being on the road to Joplin,MO. Richard Elmore, Gary's dad, passed in the storm that hit and doday they left for the funeral. I am just thinking @ all of the traffic that they will have to deal with and pray to The Lord that my guys are going to be back home tomorrow night(Wedn.). I know God will watch over and protect them from harm..I pray. It is all up to The Lord and it is just hard and stressful to me to have that hanging over my head. I am already having some anxiety issues that seem to be making my heart rate stay high while resting for over an hour. Dr. Winston put me on a Beta-blocker, but I haven't taken any,yet. I talked w/the pharmascist at Economy(caroline) and she advised me since my BP is high while resting that the bottom number is inflammation(diastolic) and recommended that I take my lasix everyday. Why am I having inflammation in my heart. That is what she said, so I am going to see a cardiologist. I take my pressure regularly. This morning at 9:30, it was normal (114/72-BP,HR80). but it has been acting up and my bottom number in the 88-100 rage, and my HR has been in the 92-104 rage, while resting and that is not right.

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Pain that never seems to end

Feb 21, 2011 - 0 comments

I am glad I am finally documenting all of the hell I have been through for such a long time..5yrs or more. I am sure it is way on the more side because I started hurting back in '03 when I was working 60+ hrs. a week. I loved it..working. I miss it, believe it or not.
I am getting this symptom back I had back sometime...I close one eye and don't know that I am doing it. It really bothers me. I still feel blessed Lord that I can walk,even though I barely can I still fell blessed that I can use my legs. I just caught myself closing one eye,so i must be tired or something.
I am just down more today..glumy outside and I have my window barely open to where I can get some of that 70 degree wind in the room. Highlight of my day.

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Darn those heart shaped marshmellows..

Feb 21, 2011 - 0 comments

I thiink after eating @ two whole bags of those soft treats that were strawberrry flavor..should be banned they are so good. Darn, I have got to keep losing weight. I was down to, I think it is more 148..hmmm!!

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