Sep 18, 2010
I have to say that life's looking up. I am in contact w/my oldest son again and that has been why besides the excruiating pain I deal with...life is still better. I still have my crying times thinking how life could have been if my son and I hadn't been seperated from each other. We were always close and it hurt the both of us so badly, but he is now a freshman in college and in search of a job. He had a job set up, but they wanted him to work there and work at the other location which was miles away..crazy right.Well, I hope he finds a job.Actually I think it was a place called Cold Creek....retail..my son. I had my own clothing store and he was 6 mos. when it started and I'd put him on a blanket on the floor and he loved it. He was always a happy baby.
Now, my youngest is a golfer. He probably will turn out to play the pros. He can hit 278 or more I think.He is good.Both of my guys are doing well and so mom is better.
I can say that mom is really doing better @ losing weight...yeah...I lost 40lbs...yeah 4 me.Soooooo..I go outside and talk with The Lord and Thank HIM 4 ALL..and yes I look up and smile.:)