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Look up and smile

Sep 18, 2010 - 0 comments

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Dear All,
    I have to say that life's looking up. I am in contact w/my oldest son again and that has been why besides the excruiating pain I deal with...life is still better. I still have my crying times thinking how life could have been if my son and I hadn't been seperated from each other. We were always close and it hurt the both of us so badly, but he is now a freshman in college and in search of a job. He had a job set up, but they wanted him to work there and work at the other location which was miles away..crazy right.Well, I hope he finds a job.Actually I think it was a place called Cold Creek....retail..my son. I had my own clothing store and he was 6 mos. when it started and I'd put him on a blanket on the floor and he loved it. He was always a happy baby.
     Now, my youngest is a golfer. He probably will turn out to play the pros. He can hit 278 or more I think.He is good.Both of my guys are doing well and so mom is better.
     I can say that mom is really doing better @ losing weight...yeah...I lost 40lbs...yeah 4 me.Soooooo..I go outside and talk with The Lord and Thank HIM 4 ALL..and yes I look up and smile.:)

The Lord has lifted most of my pain

Dec 13, 2009 - 0 comments

Been down for so long. I am learning to give it all to The Lord. He is the only way to get out of this depressive mode. I pray and read and then my world seems to feel better...warmer in my heart.

fighting to stay afloat

Aug 09, 2009 - 0 comments

Today I let myself get uptight. I had company and was stressing trying to get ready for church, and after I got there I was happy, but I had got to tensed up and couldn't even concentrate on sermon. I do know what it was @ ...anger. I just was in so much pain I couldn't focus on what was being said and it aggrivated me.

new dr./feel I will get a dx soon

Aug 06, 2009 - 0 comments

Even though I maybe have been a little painful, but not so much because I felt in my heart that The Lord was working. I knew that this was the dr. who was going to get to the bottom of what was wrong w/me and that made me so happy since I have been suffering for so long.