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too much too soon?

May 18, 2009 - 0 comments
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Mourning

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confused

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guilt



Well, I feel pretty good, but very stressed.  Yesterday I went to the breeder to see if I could get my money back and she offered me another puppy instead.  I not even over the mourning of my loss and here I am adopting another puppy!  Well in a way I am happier, but I am still sad...so I don't know what I really do feel.  May be confused and guilty???

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If things could get worse they will

May 16, 2009 - 0 comments
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PMS

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Mourning

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Depression

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Anxiety

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hysterectomy



Man I feel like ****.  I lost my best friend...my dog.  He was only 1 year and 2 months old...passed away of liver problems.  I had to bury him today.  I hate life so much!  I have severe PMS again. and I just found out that I need a hysterectomy, because of a tumor.  It feels like anxiety, depression, and loneliness will destroy me.  I don't think things could get any worse!!!!!

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Woman/heart issue feel ill

Apr 29, 2009 - 0 comments
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low heart rate

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Beta Blockers

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Mentrual Cycle

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woman issues



I hate getting my monthly, it messing with my heart rate.  When ever I get it I need to adjust my Toprol XL.  Even when I drop it down I am still cold and tired.  I wonder if this happens to other woman who are on Beta blockers?  My pulse has been in the low 50's even when up today, don't feel like doing anything but sleep!

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PMS and the flu

Apr 27, 2009 - 0 comments
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PMS

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Flu

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Parenting



I hate going through PMS.  I am also down sick with flu like symptoms.  My daughter is also suffering like me...having to deal with myself and her at the same time is difficult.  I hate being a Mom when I feel miserable!

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