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feel lousy

Apr 25, 2009 - 0 comments
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PMS

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Relationships

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illness



Sore throat is driving me crazy.  Needed to get out of the house.  Boyfriend promised to take me out, but never came home!  I am in a lousy miserable mood.  Nonetheless I fought to do my housework.  I feel overtaxed with PMS.

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Lost a friend

Apr 20, 2009 - 0 comments
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friend

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relationship gone bad

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abuse



I thought this friend liked me. It turns out he loves me and had a crush on me "forever".  I have no interest in sexual relations with him.  But he says that I turn him on every time I am around him, I just don't know how or why.  I don't think of myself as pretty!!! I don't dress in provocative clothing!  He wanted someone to be there for him as I need someone to be there for me.  He loved to cuddle and so do I.  He forced a kiss, I just went along with it.  He said I was going to fast...Huh, me? And that he didn't want to be girl or boyfriend...NEITHER do I!!!!!!!  He was the one who pushed himself on me.  I don't want that kind of relationship.  He lied to me about other things too about himself.  I was deeply hurt.  We have known each other for 8 years now.  I told him that we can't be friends anymore.  I won't risk getting hurt anymore, by anymore guy friends.  I miss him, but I don't miss his lies and accusations.

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