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Dec 17, 2008 - 0 comments

I had a good cry about ending the friendship. Talked to my psychiatrist about it and how scared I was about going back to the big black hole and she reassured me that this was situational depression and it will pass. That made me feel much better. Am still trying to tackle the pile of stuff I need to do. Bit by bit I'll get there.

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Feeling [email protected]#&

Dec 15, 2008 - 0 comments

I feel crappy coz of this friendship thing. I thought I was doing ok but it has really got to me. Afterall its been a friendship that has been very close for 15 years. He started criticising me for the tinniest things I got wrong. I have been running the choir all these years for him and suddenly its not good enough. I have left the choir and the church and he doesn't seem to care. He hasn't even phoned to see how I am. He made me cry recently and said some very hurtful things. I feel used and unwanted.:(

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Life *****

Dec 01, 2008 - 1 comments

I have to put an end to a friendship I thought was going to last and sustain me through the good and the bad. They can't cope with my disorganisation.
I miss my highs.

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