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feeling lost

Jan 24, 2014 - 0 comments

This anxiety and panic attacks have me feeling alone. And out of control. I hate it.

so tired!

Jan 22, 2014 - 0 comments

The only time I'm content is when Im sleeping. As soon as I wake up it all starts again. I hate my life right now, I want it all to go back to two months ago when I was awesome. Now I just feel like my life is run on medications and I dont feel like myself. Bad day.

Cant handle

Jan 21, 2014 - 0 comments

This is a difficult time for me. I have something that I cant control. My entire life is about control. My family has always come first, so this is a challenge to stop everything I know and care for myself 1st. It's a challenge I hope I succeed with. My children see me struggling and get worried. I dont want that. I avoid doing things outside the home and I dont want that. Im constantly tired from either the medicines Im on or from the sickness itself. Either way. I hope to have it leave me as quickly as it came.