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LAYING OFF POSTING OR TYPING FOR A FEW DAYS...

Feb 22, 2014 - 2 comments

LAST ENTRY FOR A FEW DAYS I RELLY NEED TO REST MY HANDS AND ARMS ITS WAY TO PAINFUL AND STRAINING TO DO ANYMORE I WILL JUST READ MSGS AND POSTS FOR A WHILE. Tswana xxxxx

A very long day?

Feb 21, 2014 - 0 comments

The day seem's like forever i got to go and try to sort a couple of things before  end up unable to get out.

Bollocks!!!!!!!!!!!

Feb 21, 2014 - 1 comments

Ok i am grateful i am NOT rowing a boat in a River of tear's right now yesterday was way too much and a lot of people are right dont throw yourself off the Mountain climb down it so i stayed at 50mg yesterday still suffering badly but gave in as i couldn't even lay down and stand up, walk, fart nadda!! And took the last 10mg so i could go lay down and i'd go do it now BUT.....i went to crawl in to bed and my hot water bottle had decided to take a **** ALL IN MY BED!!! %$£"! YEEEEAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! CRAP!

The freaking top wasn't sealed properly and i'd done it up 3 times as it didn't look right eventually i thought it was ok and put it in my bed and waited for an hour and though get in it now as i couldn't get warm so i trotted off to bed lights off, pulled back the sheet thinking 'Amen!! waiting for the comforting warmth to hit me and hit   i was by F**K**G HUGE SPLASH OF FREEZING WATERRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!  I'd would have thrown my self out the window at that point, but besides the fact i live on the ground floor i couldn't open the window if i was able to. So i crawled in on the other sida where the water had kindly left a dry bot 6ins wide?? so i laid on my side and bollocks!!! i did get to sleep after wating for the cold and wet to creep over, So i had to strip the bed that took me forever to make .....again i did it all clean and put a new quilt on it yesterday. And i'm going to try and geet some more sleep on the coach

today TERRIBLE!!

Feb 20, 2014 - 4 comments

Todays is awful!! I feel like evry 10mg i dropped a few days at a time have all hit at once i was coping and doing my best but things are too hard right now and WD and the Mental realm? I can't shake it at all today an i havent done much at all the pain wont let me and i cant stop crying everything feels and looks so dark and dismal and i been buying flowers as there cheap down the road and my mouse is playing up now i hop it dont break down now i really need my PC Aat the moment and i hope i sleep i need away from this pain and evrything else and the sweats?? my bed was soaking and im so tired i didn't want to get up but i had to it was soaking wet and freezing and you cant lay in that and try to rest? ah well. tomorrows another day. I am grateful for the bits i can do and have been doing and i too en up bed ridden for ages and now just as i thought the worse was not going to be so bad? All or nothing ey?Got to lay down enuff!!!