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New Land owner!! BORNEO!!! :-D And sand bags for flood vitcims uk

Feb 16, 2014 - 6 comments

Cool !! I just bought 380 hectres in BORNEO for £6 to save the Orangutangs and Sand bags for Flood Victims here in UK. And will find out now if there's  anything else of help can be done at all. Its terrible ALL over UK and here in Wales Flooding in certain area's been happening for year's!! Thats why i mad sure i live at the HIGHEST POINT in this City or one of a few of them. Its the highest ground there is here AND we're surrounded by WATER.

But not living in a flood plain but just down the Road is.and they want to build on there? The Government should be held accountable AND LONDON SHOULD NOT CONTROL WALES!!

I AM NOT A FANATIC!! . IN FACT NO ONE SHOULD ''CONTROL'' ANYWHERE ON THIS PLANET WE ''BELONG'' TO HER NOT HER '''US'' AND WE WERE BORN TO BE FREE IN THIS REALM NOT ''UNDER ORDERS'' BY A ''MONEY GRABBING MINORITY'' CREATION IS ''LOVE'' AND LOVE IS ''FREEDOM''

THIS PLANET HAS BEEN TURNED IN TO ONE GLOBE SHAPED ''PRISON'' THE ''CHILDREN OF THE LIGHT'' ARE ALREADY FIGHTING TO FREE ''HER'' AND ''US'' BUT AS IN ALL THINGS OF ''LOVE AND PEACE'' WE HAVE TO ''BE IT'' THAT'S WHO AND WHAT WE ''ALL'' ARE. AND THE ''STRONG'' NEED TO HELP THE'' WEAK'' TO HEAL..

''ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE''
JUST BE IT , BE LOVE...YOU CAN'T BE ANYTHING ELSE FOR WE ARE ''ALL'' PART OF THE WHOLE,OF LOVE AND WE ARE  'LOVE''

The ''Ancient's'' as people 'Generalize' life? We ARE ''The Ancients'' we're INFINITE' no matter what we are and have been ''FOR EVER'' since love 'Created' us and we're actually part of love that are ''being' in this Realm and every other Realm. Its the 'Self Separation' of parts of love thats up against its self which is US.

And thats why we ALL find the hardest fight to win is against our self. Accept all it takes to become whole, resistance makes it seem 'undo-able'. Once you  accept and know the truth is in acceptance you can then move on in your Journey.

Know WHO and WHAT you've become but is NOT of YOU. or YOU at all.  Its an illusion created by separation and some of us can now see through it and others still refuse to or can't be bothered to DO so.

And you CAN change it you just accept it but don't lay down and GIVE UP!! Keep DOING you will get there all Journeys have a Destination even if you feel your going no where?

Well you won't get anywhere until you DO what you know you have to DO And if it takes 1000 DO'S to get it DONE so be it. At least your DOING there is no time limit on getting it DONE but you have to DO it ASAP.

Harmony peace Unity Love from your other piece of love Tswana <3 xxxx

50mg for me.....

Feb 16, 2014 - 1 comments

I only took 50mg yesterday not 60mg as planned on the Oxy's so im hanging with 50mg and see how it goes. BUT i am NOT taking anymore than 55mg NO WAY!! In fact im in to day 2 and feeling a bit bleh!! from the 10mg drop anyway SO whats the point in stopping the Detox? because thats all i'll be doing. I am going to stay at 50 and if the pain too much due to Chrinic pain? I'll do 55 but i am going to FIGHT!!!!

UK PRIMINISTER AND OTHER MP''S ON .... ''BENZO'S''

Feb 16, 2014 - 1 comments

BENZO'S:

WHAT I FOUND WHAT THE UK PRIMINISTER AND OTHER MP''S SAID ABOUT ''BENZO'S''

The Prime Minister on Benzodiazepine Addiction: "First, I pay tribute to the hon. Gentleman (Jim Dobbin, MP), who has campaigned strongly on this issue over many years. I join him in paying tribute to Professor Ashton, whom I know has considerable expertise in this area. He is right to say that this is a terrible affliction; these people are not drug addicts but they have become hooked on repeat prescriptions of tranquillisers. The Minister for Public Health is very happy to discuss this issue with him and, as he says, make sure that the relevant guidance can be issued." - Rt. Hon. David Cameron MP, Prime Minister, October 23, 2013.

For years in UK and probably other country's around the around, Benzo's have been known as THE WORST DRUG ABOVE ALL OTHER'S IN THE HISTORY OF THE WORLD FOR GETTING PEOPLE HOOKED AND THE EVIL SIDE EFFECTS
And some DR's have been tryiing to get them off the shelf since 1950 becayse there so evil. Then i read another COURT JUDGEMENT ON OXCODONE which states......

''The presiding judge sai ''YOU HAVE UNLEASHED UPON THE WORLD A TERRIBLE EVIL WITH THIS DRUG AND WHAT IT WILL DO TO MANKIND!!''

So why are these 'EVIL DOER PHARMACEUTICAL MANUFACTURER'S AND THEIR PRESCRIPTION PUSHING BUDDIE'S IN SIBERIAN SALT MINES NAKED FREEZING AND BLEEDING COVERED IN RAZOR WIRE BEING ATTACK BY SIBERIAN TIGER'S!!???

BECAUSE THAT'S HOW I FEEL EVERY ******* DAY!! AND TORTUROUS NOISES IN THEIR HEAD THAT NEVER STOP? ONLY GET WORSE AND LOUDER???  

why are they STILL peddling DEATH AND DEVASTATION OF LIVES BY THE MILLION EVERY SECOND WHEN THEY KNOW WHAT THESE DRUGS DO!!

THEY'VE KNOWN FOR NEARLY 70 YEAR'S? AND STILL THEY PUMP THEM OUT? LOCK THEM UP AND FEED THE HUGE DOSES THEN LET THEM DO THE WD'S CT!!!

I AM ANGRY FOR THE WORLD AND ALL WHO SUFFER!! THIS IS ON PAR WITH  WHAT'' HITLER'" DID EXCEPT IT'S KILLED AND DESTROYED BILLIONS AND CONTINUES TO DO SO EVERY DAY??

WTF IS GOING ON IN THE WORLD!! WHY ARE ''WE'' ALLOWING IT LIKE LAMBS TO THE SLAUGHTER???THERE ARE PEOPLE OF ALL AGES EFFECTED BY THIS!!

BABY'S BORN WITH TERRIBLY DEFORMED AND BRAIN DAMAGED AND BRAIN DEAD BECAUSE THE MOTHER INNOCENTLY TOOK ''BENZO'S'' BECAUSE ''SHE TRUSTED A DR??? HOW MANY OF US DID THAT? AND LOOK WHERE IT'S GOT US!!!

TRUST ME I'M A DOCTOR?? THEIR THE LAST PEOPLE ANY ONE SHOULD TRUST!!! IF I HAD CHILREN AND I CAN'T BECAUSE A ''DR MESSED ME UP DOING AN OPERATION ''

THAT WAS ''NOTHING'' TO DO WITH MY REPRODUCTION PARTS WHICH HAD NOTHING WRONG???? WORK THAT ONE OUT?? WHAT THE HELL DID THEY DO TO ME UNDER ANESTHETIC?? I

I HATE THE ALL!! AND I GOT SURGEON'S IN MY OWN FAMILY?? AND EVEN THEY WON'T TAKE DRUGS!! I WISH THEY WARNED US INSTEAD OF THINKING THEIR ''GOD'' BECAUSE IF THEIR JOB??

AND EVERYONE ELSE IS WORTHLESS AND A ''LOWER SPECIES??'' I'M GLAD THEY STAY AWAY FROM ME AND I EXPECT OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS ARE AS WELL?

MY LIFE IS A SHAMBLES!! I WAS A SUPREME ATHLETE AND WOULD HAVE BEEN THE ''GREATEST ATHLETE IN ''HISTORY EVER, MALE OR FEMALE??'''

AND ALL IT TOO WAS ONE DOCTOR AND ONE PILL AND MORE OF THE SAME..............%$£"!!


WWAAAHHH!!!!!!

Feb 15, 2014 - 0 comments

I did 2 entry's one last night one at 6am and they are gone!! They were a great help and i forgot to 'Submit before leaving the page. Crap!! all that self help i put here gone. I made it a ''MISSION' to put all stuff that i can refer back to if i can't cope or feel scared what ever. Its acting as my 'BRAIN' as well as long as i type it out when it's happening it was helping to read it and calming nopw im panicing AGAIN11 tHAT WAS THE WJOLE POINT!! I SAT HERE LOOKING at it and i was getting a geip and now? I need to do something too much anxiety