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Buspar:Just a "Joke" or For Real?

Sep 09, 2009 - 2 comments

Italics in "Joke" as somebody referred to it as that. Not myself.

Another site I visit i got a lot of negative feedback about Buspar. I told people to post only positive feedback and what do they do? Post negative, disappointing comments. What do they not understand. Just don't comment. I wouldn't if i didn't believe in it. Some people have good things to say on other medical websites-some. I will use the term "faith" as I have faith that at least I am trying it (it might work) like I have tried every other med under the sun for depression. I just want to prove I am doing my job-I am trying stuff that I can take long term. I just cannot live without some relief from anxiety and worry. There is nothing else that works. Nothing. Not even natural or homemade or any kind of breathing exercises. It is not good enough.Anxiety and tension is like this big weight constantly hanging on no matter what. Even for no apparent reason. My whole life.


Sep 08, 2009 - 3 comments

This has been added to my meds. Doctor says it will help with out addiction. It takes longer for it to take effect because it is not a fast acting med but works over time in the system. If the side effects are low I might be able to feel good and tolerate it without the use of Klonopin, so help me.....


Jul 27, 2009 - 0 comments

Going crazy over these irregular beats. The med did not help.

Heart Rhythm Tracker

the metoprolol

Jun 03, 2009 - 0 comments

So far the metoprolol has had little or no effect on my heart. Maybe it just takes awhile. I have been on it a week. 12.5 mg because she did not obviously want to lower my bp that much. I just hope it comes through. Still taking my thyroid med. It may take a couple months to feel "better". I never noticed feeling bad. But when I think back I never have had the energy like others. I give out fast most of the time. Could be the clinical depression. I am obviously not anemic as I would have been told so. I've had times where I did not feel right but did not really know what it was and I had no fever that might indicate I was sick. I stil have these unknown muscle twitches that drive me crazy. Maybe I need a neurologist. I don't know what all the cr*p is. I just want to feel better. My mood is better. Now the last three days I have had stomach trouble, lose bowels, touch of virus or it could have been the Ensure I drank. I needed to catch up on some missed meals and lack of appetite but you can only drink those things for so long. I think it might be the culprit. Anyone ever have problems after drinking Ensure? It has SOME fiber in it. Maybe that had something to do with it. I'm still mystified. I still pray.:)