Jul 19, 2011
i dont really know whats going on or why i have been picked out of a hat to have this problem. i had been going through those damn dizzy spells for months and wasting all my money on dr's (that i dont have) for them to tell me im perfectly healthy. Great! so why do i feel so ****** everyday???
this brings me to this panic disorder the therapist are telling me im having. i believe her. but shyt everyday i feel just constantly worried about another attack coming.....so im constantly lightheaded, sweaty palms, and racing thoughts. i dont know how i would sleep if it wasnt for the xanax they RX me.
its crazy to think that your mind can cause you physical symptoms , like the dizziness. now the question of taking the meds. some people say they are a godsend and others say they are the devil, where will i fit in is the question. i know people say just jump in and try out the meds, but the thought of me trying to feel better , but have to be extra miserable for a few weeks with side effects just drives me into an attack. how could i possibly feel any worse then i already do?.......sometimes im already ready to give up and im not on meds now.
jeeez i wish i could just be normal, i wish i could just get rid of this on my own.....its just so hard