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what to expect first therpay session?

Jun 29, 2011 - 7 comments

so i made a appt with a therapist. i think im having some anxiety issues.

my health has been a roller coaster lately, the ENT says its allerigues making me lightheaded. but it seems to be ALL i can think about now. i will find myself on the computer for 8-10 hours a day just looking up symptoms and stuff like that.

i got sweaty palms, i get dizzy, feel nervous, get a tingle in my face, very nervous stomach .........i have self medicated myself the past 2 days with a half of a xanax, which made me  a totally different person. i was happy, i could eat i felt normal

i dont want to be on pills for the rest of my life, so i guess thats why i made appt with a therapist and see what he has to say. im kinda nervous about that as well though, even today i saw my GP and talked to her about it and i cried for the first few mins i was telling her about thinking i have anxiety.

what should i expect from this therapy session tomorrow? i know im going to cry, cause im a cry baby when i get nervous or scared, or embarrassed.

does anxiety last for a life time?.......i never had this before and its so frustrating.

would love to hear from someone with anxiety or someone who has been in therapy for it, or just anyone with some advise......

tomorrow at 11 is the big day!.....also going to see a neuro-otologist tomorrow afternoon to double check this dizziness

surgery in 2 days, could really use your prayers

Jun 19, 2011 - 65 comments

so on tuesday i will be going in for gallbladder surgery. i wasnt really nervous when i found out because im ready to feel better. but all the stories online about this surgery are HORROR stories. FREAKS ME OUT!

making me so so young why is all this crap happening to me??....hopefully this gallbladder is connected to the dizziness i been feeling, that would be nice

i been praying, but think i could use just a few more if at all possible. im sure i will be a wreck tomorrow......

thank you all.......please god let everything go well with this surgery. keep me strong lord

Another health issue.....GALLSTONES!!!!

Jun 15, 2011 - 8 comments

So I went toER yesterday cause my chest hurt, they did X-ray and blood work said it was normal if it gets worse. O me back,later I started throwing up,so after a few hours of that I went back to the ER. They did an ultrasound and found that my gallbladder is FILLED with gallstones........WTF!!!!!!!!

I can't catch a break i swear.......they wanted to admit me but I said no i will see surgeron tomorrow.......has anyone had y deal with this before?..........FML!!!!

Sorry for sp.....using this freaking iPad!

vertigo therapy

Jun 03, 2011 - 0 comments

so on tuesday i start vestibular therapy for vertigo. at this point i will try anything i can to make this crap go away!

waiting on the results of the MRI, i looked at the images and tried to compared the pictures to those on google, but i didnt find any that matched! but i dont know wth im looking at ......keep me in your prayers

has anyone done this therapy?......some kinda dizzy,vertigo,balance therapy......any thoughts?