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my cat is dying =(

Apr 28, 2011 - 18 comments

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Jackson is a long haired beauty. he is about 21 and i know thats OLD for a cat,but he has outlived a few dogs and another cat. now its clear to see he wont be with us much longer, is went from being a 20 lb cat to barely 4 lbs, he is barely doing anything and im pretty sure he will be at the rainbow bridge anyday now. its very sad im 25 so its kinda like losing a brother, he been there my first day of school, my first boyfriend, and graduating college...... im going to miss him very VERY much.


Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.


All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....  



vertigo!!!!...DIZZINESS GO AWAY!

Apr 04, 2011 - 0 comments

so i have been really dizzy for about 6 weeks now...went to dr did bloodwork, all came back normal.....started taking sea sick meds and that helped. ...told me to  go see a neurologist get MRI without even saying anything about ear infection or allergies

went back to dr, she said she "see's" some kinda linging in my ear, and said i have allergies gave me nasonex nasal spray for allergies and said if something wrong with my ear that will help as well.....helped for a few days but the dizziness came back.....

went to ER 2few days ago cause the dizziness was just so bad, nausea....horrible....they did cat scan of brain and sinuses...everything came back fine.....discharged me with some meclizine for the dizziness....which helps ALOT!

today i went to and ENT....looked in ear, nose and throat (obvisously!...lol)...said nasal passage seemed a little inflammed, but other then that everything looked good...said its vertigo,(the internet told me that without paying him to do so!) now i guess just need to figure out weather it has to do with my ears..now he called for and ENG (dizzy test), allergy test and hearing  test.......

has anyone had to deal with this?.....vertigo *****!!!...... what should i expect from the ENG test, he said have someone drive me cause i will be very dizzy after, he said they will put some kind of goggles on and put me in different positions...... im just nervous they arent going to find something with all this testing..... kinda nervous...would just like some input from someone who has been there done this.....

ugggg so annoying almost never want to go anywhere cause i almost know i will be dizzy.....HELP!



how to get fired?? that is the question

Jun 16, 2010 - 25 comments

ugggggggggggggg my job blowsss!....i have been here for a lil under 3 years (the longest in my department).... my mom has worked here for 28 years...they just ordered uniforms, but because i had that day off, they didnt order my shyyyt!... my boss went to the old parts closet and pulled uot some mens large shirts and said "here these will do"...DO I LOOK LIKE A FREAKIN MENS LARGE????.....ummmm no try ladies medium jerk!..... so now i look like a freaking scrub at work too....

i bust my a$$ for these people and they are just rude.... i dont even make double digits,a week, shyt not even an hour, I work from 7 am - 630 pm everyday....WHO DOES THAT????

they want me to do, do , do , do and do some more.... but dont want to give me a raise.

not to mention i am also working in a dental office 28 extra hours a week so i can finish my clinical hours for school (not paid).

IM TIRED!!!!.....I HATE THIS PLACE!........HOW CAN I GET FIRED??...i know getting fired is worse then quitting, but if i quit i wont have a chance of getting unemployment from them.




kate plus 8?

Jun 04, 2010 - 18 comments

so kate again has found a way to make money.... come back with her show kate plus 8 ... and another show called a twist of kate....

i have been a fan since day one.... but i do see that when they ended that last season and they had the big fairwell good by and blah blahh blahhh i knew it was only a time before she came back....

what do you think of this?....of her and the shows?.... i think that if i had the chance to have my own show and make great money AND my kids wanted to do it , why not?... but if she is forcing them to do it for the checks its deff wrong.

show starts sunday on TLC.... I will be watching to see what this season has in store for me...