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Round 2 of Repeat SA

Nov 22, 2013 - 30 comments

So after waiting forever with the lab, mix up on results (she told me LAST results for this results) then got a call back saying Lab hasn't faxed over results yet.  It was nearing 2 so I called back and left another message saying I wanted to know BEFORE the closed because of last time..she called back and lab still had no faxed over results but the lady at the lab confirmed on the phone.. NO SPERM.  I don't know what to think.  The only difference is his old SA (when we actually HAD sperm) showed his PH level to be 8.3 and that labs normal is 7.2-10.0   THIS labs normal is 7.2-8.5 and Brian's ph is 9.0   I looked up PH level and low is worse than high?  I couldn't find much on the subject so if anyone can give me some insight I'd greatly appreciate it.  I'm so pissed about everything.  ALL of it.  the lab, the urologists..I'm angry that we HAD sperm before but none now..I'm ANGRY that I had hopes of IVF with ICSI but is that even an option now??  I'm just so angry!!  and upset!!! :(  

Did HE cause Brian to lose what little bit of sperm we did have??    

This IS never ending. :(

Repeat SA, not good!

Nov 11, 2013 - 29 comments

Ladies I don't know what to do or think.  I finally got the call back about Brian's repeat SA and I broke down on the phone talking to the nurse.  Brian has ZERO sperm.  I can't stop crying. I feel so bad.  I put him through this for 6 months for nothing.  He has had nothing but stomach problems from being on it from the beginning.  Heartburn, indigestion, constipation, bruising for a short time..all for NOTHING!!  I'm so angry, hurt.. omg I don't know anymore.  WHY, HOW...  and not to mention I can't stand that urologists.  We got the sample down there within 15 min of collection..I kept it up against me, warm like they said.. then they had a new person at the lab and the main lady was helping her.  I asked " shouldn't that be kept warm" while she was helping the "new girl"..she said "oh it's okay we do it STAT here" and now this.   I just want to throw up.  Also he had less than 2 mill BEFORE clomid and now zero..I just don't understand.

This IS never ending. :(

Fill a girl in??

Nov 04, 2013 - 12 comments

I'm just curious.  Would we have a good chance with IUI?  I know you can't tell us for sure, but with Brian's sperm being the way they are, would that even be a consideration?   I don't know the circumstances that they  would suggest IUI.  

This IS never ending. :(

Needing help please :)

Oct 31, 2013 - 4 comments

Okay first let me say you ladies are wonderful.  You're always so helpful and of course I am here asking once again for help determining something lol.  

So last period was crazy period, 5 days super late for me.  Bled like crazy.  This cycle I'm positive I O'd early.  What I'm wondering is this..  I started getting fertile cm on cd10, on cd12 I started getting the O cramps ( and I always get these during O time), cd13 I was getting much more fertile cm/ewcm same for cd14 and by cd15 that's when I was hurting really bad in my left ovary and lower back. My fertile cm was slowing down by this point and by cd16 my (so sorry tmi) nipples were getting sensitive.  On cd17 hubby and I BD the night before and the morning of Cd17 when I went to use the bathroom that's when I got the bloody cm.  

Okay having said that...can any of you help me, just maybe an estimate, of when my O time was?  I usually don't O until around just kinda wondering about where I'm at right now.  How many dpo possibly.  

This IS never ending. :(