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Not pregnant

Oct 31, 2009 - 0 comments
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Not pregnant

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depressed



Well, after 10 months of waiting and hoping to succeed during R&R my promising symptoms ended in blood.  ******* damn it.  I hope I'm allowed to swear on here cause I'm pissed.  WTF would my body even do this to me?

A date

Sep 20, 2009 - 0 comments

Hubby has a date for when he's coming home but I'm not happy.  He won't be home again until I'm due for another period.  THIS ISN'T FAIR.  I've been waiting so long and I don't even get a chance to TRY!  Makes me feel like I don't want him to come home at all.

Mother's Day

May 10, 2009 - 0 comments
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failed ttc

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feeling left out



Well, today is Mother's Day.  I... am not a mother.  I could have been if my body wasn't so broken but it just never happened.  Another year childless here I come.

First day

Apr 23, 2009 - 0 comments

Spent the day outside today with the family as they prepared the garden for planting more.  Might get some pictures up but I don't know yet.