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Sep 10, 2010 - 0 comments

Everything's going to be okay. Time changes everything and everyone. It won't be this way forever.

I wish I could convince myself of this.

Smile at someone you don't know. You might just make their day. You might just save their life.
Reassure the world.


Sep 05, 2010 - 23 comments

I'm thinking of getting a tattoo for my 16th birthday. Yeah, young. I'm aware. It's not like it's going to be pointless.

I want "Wake up" tattooed on my outer right wrist bone (in my handwriting) and "You're alive" tattooed on my outer left wrist bone (in my handwriting).

Whatcha think?

My mom kicked my dad out.

Sep 05, 2010 - 3 comments

My mom kicked my dad out on my brother's birthday. (The 3rd of September.)

My mom told me through text. And when I got home from work, no one was home so I just went to bed. I woke up at 7ish and my dad was on my couch. My initial reaction was, "WTF..."

He finally woke up as I was eating cereal at the dining room table. He sat across from me and look at me wonderingly. I smiled and just said, "Mom kicked you out last night."

He was silent, so I said it again. "Mom kicked you out last night. Why are you here?"

Silence. "How did you get in the house? All the doors were locked. What, do you have a tunnel made just for the occasion? Leave."

He's ignorant. Just leave already.

I'm going to keep instigating.

Hey Dad..

Aug 09, 2010 - 6 comments

Hey Dad, I’m writing to you not to tell you that I still hate you, just to ask you how you feel, and how we fell apart. How this fell apart. Are you happy out there in this great wide world? Do you think about your sons? Do you miss your little girl? When you lay your head down how do you sleep at night? Do you even wonder if we’re alright? But we’re alright. We’re alright. - Emotionless, Good Charlotte.