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May 18, 2009 - 0 comments

Spoke with Pdoc today to fill him in on everything that has been going on over the last few days.  He wants me to increase the Lithium to 900mg daily.  Labs in 4 days then will see him again next Thursday.  Feel better today, a little bit more energy.  Also took Propanolol for the tremors today.  They hav gotten worse.  Dizziness still throughout the day.

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Day 3

May 17, 2009 - 0 comments

OHHHHH GOOODDDDDD!!  When is it going to stop.  I can't even muster the energy to close my eyes and sleep.  My whole body hurts.  No words come out right.  0% energy!!!!
Walking through the grass feels like wlking up a mountain.  Went out to get some sun today to see if that might help.  Seemed to have maybe helped towards the end of the day but who knows.  It is all just a bunch of craziness in itself.  I am a prisoner of my brain.

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Day 2

May 16, 2009 - 0 comments

Oh my God!!  I can't even tell you what was going on in my head.  Anger, sadness, craziness!!!  Plus that horrible "lead in my veins and muscles" feeling.  Every step, every breath every word that came out of my mouth was using every little ounce of energy that I had.  It was also my oldest daughters 13th birthday, I started my period 7 days early and of course we have the whole step, in-law, what's your kid getting for his/her birthday that mine didn't thing going on.  I just am done with it all.  Something has got to take hold or let go fast!!!

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Another Day One

May 15, 2009 - 1 comments

Sstarted Lithium 600mg last night.  Last couple of weeks have been absolutely HORRIBLE!!!  Depression out of control.  Rage to the point of suicidal tendencies.  Striking out at husband and children.  Also changed pdocs because when suicidal tendencies arose she did not call back.  New doc took me off Lamictal and startd me on shrt term Zyprexa for 1 week then stop that and start Lithium.  I'm just trying to catch my breath.  I feel a little better.  Still VERY irritable.

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