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This thing with my husband is driving me crazy...............

Aug 27, 2010 - 18 comments
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The last half a year or so has been SOOOOOO stressful with my husband and my marriage.  He told me he wanted to seperate to "work on himself and experience other things."  He always let me know that he still loved me and wanted to be with me, he just had some issues.  And, with him just coming out of rehab and with how crappy our relationship had been in the past.... I understand.

Then I found out that after he told me we were "seperated" he immediatly started a relationship with a woman 17 years older than he is.  That really didn't last very long, and he came back to me and told me that he loved me and he wanted to be with his family.  For just a short while, things were great.  Then I started noticing strange texts on his phone and I just had a gut feeling he was still talking to her.

I had a feeling last night he was going to tell me that he was going "camping" or some other lame excuse tonight.  He didn't say anything, didn't grab any extra clothes, or anything like that, but I still just had a bad feeling.  I got a text from him earlier saying he had gone to Ada with his mom (she has a second home there) and that he had been working on her home and lawn ans his job today.  He told me that his mom (who is a professor at a college in Ada, ECU) had meetings today and didn't know if she would be finished in time to bring him back to meet his ride (me and my cousin) at 5:45.  He said his parents would have to bring him home either tonight or tomorrow.  He hasn't been ignoring me, he has been taking my calls, I don't think he would do that if he was with that sk*nk but I can't help but think something is fishy since I had that feeling he was going to be gone tonight.  

I haven't had a chance to get ahold of his mother yet to see if he is really in Ada with her.  I don't know what to do, but his feeling is terrible!!  I just really don't want to have to worry about her anymore!!!!!!!!!!

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Jun 05, 2009 - 2 comments

it's crazy the other day i was so upset about being pregnant, now i am looking forward to meeting alyssa!  i am still really nervous about it because husband is unemployed at the moment, but something tells me things are going to be ok.  somehow.