I'm really off course today, irritable, craving like crazy, pissy mood, tired, fatigued, depressed. I just want to feel normal again and feel like doing something on my own without the help of drugs. I'm not going to take but I'm really fighting it today. I guess I have to be patient it hasn't even been a month yet. I was in detox on May 4 but still on suboxone a week after I got home. So I need to give it some time I guess. Just tired of waiting and getting nothing in return in the way of energy. It still may be part of the anemia problem.
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