Today is a better day. I got some results yesterday that can help me understand my fatigue a little bit more and the anemia. It appears my liver is giving me a few problems and not functioning right at all and fluid is collecting in my abdomen. Just what I need a big ole fat belly...lol..I slept good last night again and feel pretty good today. I actually feel some energy back, not much mind you but a little bit at least. I think I may even try to mop that kitchen of mine. I did give the dogs a bath the other day but man that wore me out.
You know I have got so many friends on here it's just beautiful. Everyone is so caring, wish our world leaders could follow suit with that idea.  
If any of you out there have had the liver problem with the fluid in the abdomen could you write to me and tell me what they did for you. I'm curious to know how they treat it. I'm not worried about cancer because they didn't see spots or anything so that was good, just the fluid around the liver. I've done some reading but I'm not certain what I'm reading.
Hugs to all of you....
Jan

Thanks so much for your support through all this. Today is an ultra sound to see if they can see any reason I'm not absorbing the vits. It just takes all I can do in the morning to even get dressed. I just keep on wanting things to happen faster and you both are so right about it taking time. I didn't get in this shape over night so I know it's going to  take time to get back to a normal life style. I just kick myself in the butt for allowing this to happen. But with your love and best thoughts it sure makes it easier to get through. Hugs to you...Jan
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I made it yesterday without giving in, not certain how I feel today. Fatigue just over takes me at times. I'm sleeping much better just to get some energy back now so I can play some catch up around the house. Things are starting to get a little cluttered. All in good times I guess, who knows, soon I hope.

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I'm really off course today, irritable, craving like crazy, pissy mood, tired, fatigued, depressed. I just want to feel normal again and feel like doing something on my own without the help of drugs. I'm not going to take but I'm really fighting it today. I guess I have to be patient it hasn't even been a month yet. I was in detox on May 4 but still on suboxone a week after I got home. So I need to give it some time I guess. Just tired of waiting and getting nothing in return in the way of energy. It still may be part of the anemia problem.

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