just don't have any energy today. I'm suppose to go do stuff like yoga or Buddhism book group or a meeting. I don't know what to do with myself. Mondays I work until 8pm. Tuesdays I get off at 5pm and then go see my mom at 7:30pm. It's so much to go to a meeting and go to my mom's house after working all day on Monday. Wednesdays are my first break really since Sunday. I don't like working late on Mondays and I don't like going to my mom's house on Tuesdays. maybe I want stop going over then. I don't know. I'm tired. I had 9 hours of sleep too. Oh well. I'm making Falafal balls tonight.My goal is to be in bed by 9:30pm. I missed the 6pm so I could not run into a client from work and I wanted to take a shower too. It's OK to miss a meeting. Maybe I should go to the 8pm. I need to check my bills too. I get overwhelmed so easy sometimes with bills and food and exercise and doing stuff. I need to give myself a break and go with the flow. It's all good.