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Job interview

Dec 06, 2009 - 0 comments

I finally got a job interview, it's with Tarpon Energy Services.
Thing is, if I do get this job it's a 90% chance I would have to move to Estevan, Sk. That's 900km from here. 1,400km from most of my family.
Sounds like fun. I could use the money though, I really need this job. I will have $0 left at the end of January.

Anger

Nov 27, 2009 - 0 comments

Don't know why but I just feel really angry all of a sudden. Like I'm shaking and sweating I'm so angry and I have no idea at what. Maybe I'm just angry at everything?

And yet we hide it

Nov 07, 2009 - 0 comments

My girlfriend's mother passed away today.
I acted as happy and supportive as I could but I'm pretty sure we can both tell that we're now both feeling down in the dumps.
Yet we both try to hide it from the other.

Therapist

Nov 06, 2009 - 0 comments

I was supposed to have a therapist appointment today but I was feeling so anxious about talking to him and having all those disgusting images in my head. Add onto that that I'm starting to get more into this depression and I just didn't feel like getting out of bed, let alone taking the train downtown and talking to a therapist. I emailed him and told him that I was going to study for my exams and now my next appointment is on the 18th.
Hopefully I'll feel better by then.