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Jan 17, 2010 - 3 comments

Well just an update i did not know ware to post my birth story so i will do it here lol..I went to my doctor on the 8th of jan i was found to be dialated to 6 and some of my labs were starting to look bad like platlets thay were 88 so she sent me to the hospital to see what was going on (I FOUND I COULD NOT GET AN EPADURAL WITH PLATLETS THAT LOW). well i was not contracting or nothing that was about 2 in the afternoon so thay had me walk around to see if that would help.i also had an ultrasound to see the positions of the twins both head down yay well at 4 thay broke my water and at 5 i was dialated to 8 so thay brought me down to the surgary room buy the time we got down there i was dialated to 9 and gettin ready to push at 5:27 i pushed out Aiden he was 8lbs7oz...so then thay were looking for twin b only to find she fliped sideways and thay could not find heat tones (founf later she had a true knot in cord)it was all crazy at this point rushing for a c section im begging them to hurry put me under it was painfull so the next thing i remember is waking up in the recovery room thay were bringing me to see my little girl she was hooked up to a ventalater in the NICU i found out her waight was 6lbs12oz and she had a pretty slow start because she was deliverd c section her placenta was in the frount and thay had to cut through it so when she was born she had a verry low heart beat and i lost alot of blood but as you can see every thing is fine my little angel is ok and home with her big brother and life is crazy wonderfull thank you

my 9 year olds mom and dad are getting devorced OMG

Jun 10, 2009 - 29 comments
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well my 9 year old bridget lives with her dad and step mom (but i just call her her mom)she called me tonight asking for help cuz hes cheating and she wants a devorce i told her a long time ago that i would never take bridget away from her but her husband is saying she will never see bridget again so now i might have to fight for custody of her so her mom can have her back,i still have rights to her and he is a bad guy but he works away from home so he never really sees her but 6 times a year i did not really have a problem with her being there but if she is taken away from her mom and raised buy her dad that would be a real problem so now i have to step in and make shure she is raised in a loving home buy her mom yes i love my daughter but she is the only child there and she is so loved and taken varry good care of buy her mom and that is all i could ask for. ugh im to tired  im going to bed

the levals are on the rise

May 27, 2009 - 2 comments
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well the my hcg went from 508 to 2000 thats a good increase but now that im pragnante i will have to put up with a lot of critisium your 7nth baby whats wrong with you,your a bad mom who would do that,but you know what things happen my boyfriend and i use condoms but ONE time on the couch so if i got pragnante from that one time its ment to be i mean what does every one want me to abort it witch i will not do im just so stressed out and im only 4 weeks my mom passed away last august she was my best friend so i lost one of my only support systems so i came on here looking for nice people to connect with when im scared and unshure but i think thay see 7 kids and are like this lady is nuts lol maby i am but if thay new my story thay would be more understanding i dont know just venting and happy that everything is all right i hope i have a boy lol but i got a 1 in 5 chance of that so probably another girl lol

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cramping

May 24, 2009 - 0 comments
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well i know im only 4 weeks but i thought maby thay could see if evary thing was allright thay did say my hcg was 508 and low so im worried

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