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Have a smirnoff headache

Jul 21, 2009 - 1 comments

I feel woozy, have a headache, drank a bottle of smirnoff ice, still trying to get off the vicodin, taking 1 1/2 -2 a day. Wondering what life would be like as someone else constantly. Starting to reconnect with old friends. Trying to not overreact, especially at work. Wondering if my overreactions are part of my illness. Wondering if I can actually feel proud of my accomplishments. Wondering what stops me from doing anything. Wondering  if I will have another child. wondering if i will ever just be happy being me

My daily mood

Jul 21, 2009 - 0 comments

Today I go off **** at 8:30 am, when home and had much difficulty sleeping, then had bizarre dreams that the moom was about to collide into the earth and that we were watching it so this insane orbits around us where it was coming so close to hitting up. Then it occured to me, no earth, no me, didn't like that dream. Woke up and energeticaly cleaned house and went and did yoga. Took my medication. Took vicodin because I 'm still trying to wean, took lunesta cause now i go to sleep.