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Hello my old Friends!

Apr 08, 2012 - 0 comments

Are any of you still Here on Mead-Help?


I'am so Upset Right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sep 12, 2011 - 1 comments

I have been having trouble with (SSA) and (SSDI) Check, I had a meeting with the (SSA)office
this morning and low and behold

I  was told that two people had reported me as making an income off the books.

I was treaded like dirt by the worker handling my case , This is America right, your innocent till proven guilty am I Right?

Well I guess here in my hometown I’ am guilty till proven innocent.

I may be a man of the cloth but this has Burnt my ***!!! Big time I have been pushed into debit
Further then I have ever been before.

People I could just Cry right now, I always try to help others I give and I give,  then this happens!

I just do not know what to do.

Things are starting to fall apart, I will hold tight My biggest fear is that my OCD will start to control me..





Had an epiphany yesterday at therapy!  

Jun 18, 2010 - 0 comments

My prolonged fear of death is actually my fear of Living, so I must push forward be on my comfort zone.
Hopefully then I will see some improvement in my daily living.  


Just a Bad Week

Jun 17, 2010 - 0 comments

Everyone has them, but this has been full of let downs I've been dealing with a lot of verbal abuse this week. hopefully I can get over it. I will never forget it it will be burning like a ember deep inside.