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My addiction began as an 11 year old

Jul 06, 2014 - 0 comments
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I had tried my first menthol cigarette. I liked the taste, I liked the elegant white filter, I liked the thought of being a "ciggy smoker".

The adults had warned me about this thing called "addiction". They told me I "would get addicted if I smoke".

What was this addiction thing, I wondered. I wanted to see what it felt like, I wanted to get addicted.

So I smoked menthol cigarettes and did my best to get addicted. It worked. I'll never forget just before my 12th birthday waking up craving a cigarette.

I had begun my lifelong addiction to nicotine. By my mid 20s little did I know, I would completely give into cigarettes.

The little devil made me do it

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Yum! I thought as I puffed my menthol cigarette with a 4mg ice mint gum in my mouth... And the it appeared, the little devil on my shoulder saying "that was nice, have another"

I did. And another. Soon I was addicted to ice mint Nicorette gum and smoking menthol cigarettes. I now prefer the ice mint lozenges, they can sit and dissolve in ur mouth, no chewing and they taste probably better than gum when smoking a menthol., either that, or I'm just addicted and need it,

That little devil whispers in my ear and screams in my head ten to fifteen times a day.

I am so addicted.

My Nicorette addiction

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Hi, I'm an addict

I got myself into an addiction to Nicorette 4mg ice mint lozenges. Not new, but the problem is I also smoke my menthol cigarettes still. And yes, I smoke cigarettes while using Nicorette to sate my addictive personality.

It began the day I flirted with a cigarette while using an ice mint Nicorette. Instant nico-crack.i was hooked. There is definitely a nice relationship between ice mint lozenges and gum and menthol cigarettes. I fell in love.

The addiction has become my best friend and I am losing any control I had over it. I need nicorettes and I use up to 10-15 a day while smoking 20-30 menthols a day.

I know only one other person who smokes and uses Nicorette, she too agrees it is impossible to stop. I sometimes think I can stop but then the craving hits me and I find myself popping a Nicorette and lighting a menthol. It's hopeless, I know, but I can't stop.