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just scared

Nov 10, 2009 - 2 comments

I am 23 weeks now. My last checkup I weighed 138 and today after almost 4 weeks i weigh the same... it worries me why i m not gaining any... all i gained during the last 5 months is 4 pounds. I do eat 3 full meals and snacks in between. I cannot eat a lot of quantity during my meals because i feel full. I can feel my baby move few times a day but not as much as i would like. My next appointment is on 14th, 3 more days to go. I am getting my ultrasound then. I am really scared that i may get some bad news... I didnt have ultrasounds after my 10th week. after hearing some of our friends recent experiences here in medhelp, I am really worried. I am staying at home from the beginning of this pregnancy. So not much travel or stress.  

After going through so much trouble with TTC and ectopics and terminations it is so hard to believe things would be fine this time. Even harder to imagine it can go wrong...  Keep praying is what i can do now...

yes it moves..

Oct 29, 2009 - 0 comments

I can feel my baby move now...i am happy every time i get that feeling. cant wait till nov 14th for the ultrasound...just prays every night to keep my baby safe and sound...

baby movements

Oct 15, 2009 - 0 comments

I dont feel any movements yet...only flutters once in a while...I guess either its a girl or the baby is smaller in size or most probably he/she is a lazy bone like my DH... even my morning sickness started a little late at around 8 - 9 weeks so i will feel something by 20 -22 weeks i guess... sometimes i feel i should just nudge him or poke my poor baby...