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still can't sleep

Jul 29, 2009 - 0 comments

I no longer feel manic at all, I actually feel normal which is weird for me. A little sod but not depressed. So why can't I sleep? I was so tired at work yesterday I wanted to come home and sleep but I couldn't. I did sleep for an hour or two but woke up again and have been up since, laying in bed trying to sleep. Oh man I know this is gonna be a long day, but I'll try to be happy. Well here I go to lay in bed again.....

How have I been feelin?

not too much

Jul 26, 2009 - 0 comments

dont have too much to say right now. been up all night again, my brain feels kinda fuzzy. Had a depression episode yesterday, started a stupid fight with bf. Now I'm gonna go charge my phone I guess and go to the flea market to see what they have for me.

How have I been feelin?

oops

Jul 25, 2009 - 0 comments

Just got home from the store. I was sent to buy a cake and a doll to go with her other gifts...... I also bought a child sized picnic table and some kid size jewelry and a couple other things...... hope he is not mad.

Some kind of something

Jul 25, 2009 - 0 comments

I freaked out at work today, now I don't know if I will get the call monday not to come back. Was thinking I might be normal, all went down the drain. I have been sleeping 3-4 hours every night, I don't know if this qualifies as insomnia? And the little debate I was having I ended so I am a little sad not to have that to look forward to when I get home from work. So today took kind of a downward turn, but I am overall happy. A little exhausted, but happy.

How have I been feelin?