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still can't sleep

Jul 29, 2009 - 0 comments

I no longer feel manic at all, I actually feel normal which is weird for me. A little sod but not depressed. So why can't I sleep? I was so tired at work yesterday I wanted to come home and sleep but I couldn't. I did sleep for an hour or two but woke up again and have been up since, laying in bed trying to sleep. Oh man I know this is gonna be a long day, but I'll try to be happy. Well here I go to lay in bed again.....

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not too much

Jul 26, 2009 - 0 comments

dont have too much to say right now. been up all night again, my brain feels kinda fuzzy. Had a depression episode yesterday, started a stupid fight with bf. Now I'm gonna go charge my phone I guess and go to the flea market to see what they have for me.

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Some kind of something

Jul 25, 2009 - 0 comments

I freaked out at work today, now I don't know if I will get the call monday not to come back. Was thinking I might be normal, all went down the drain. I have been sleeping 3-4 hours every night, I don't know if this qualifies as insomnia? And the little debate I was having I ended so I am a little sad not to have that to look forward to when I get home from work. So today took kind of a downward turn, but I am overall happy. A little exhausted, but happy.

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Man am I weird

Jul 23, 2009 - 1 comments

I actually enjoy arguing. If it is not emotional for me I love to hear what people think, I love to test people and see how they react! I had a hard day at work but this makes it worth it. Some of my best friends were people I argued with all the time, but I guess it has to be the right person who doesn't take things personal. So I am debating with someone, they just keep going from subject to subject, bouncing around and I just keep responding. They seem a little agitated at first, then they start insulting me! Even insulting Americans in general- apparently we hear things but don't listen. This whole time I am just getting in a better and better mood, I look forward to seeing what they say to me! They start reading all my postings and getting into all other stuff not even related to my question in the first place, but I am having fun! I am a weirdo!

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