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Jun 01, 2010 - 0 comments
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lips

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Dogs

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eyelid

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Pain



A got bit by a dog. my eyelid peeled half off, and i had to get it stitched together in a different town. My lip was stitched here, though... i don't wanna talk about the details, but i'm sore, adn lucky. If i had moved an inch differently, i would have been blind or died.

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The other  day

May 31, 2010 - 0 comments
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boyfriends

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Depression

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friends



See, i'm a twelve year old girl if i haven't stated that already (most likely have). But what I haven't told you is that i have a fifteen year old boyfriend living in teh town next to mine. sort of long distance. I rarely see him anymore..... the last tiem i saw im was in the lobby of my apartment.
We were sapose to go paintballing. But i didn't have to money.. and when i said i didn't, he was gonna get me some.. but i had to go to some birthday parties of old friends.... I'm regretful of that choice.. i wanted to go with him sooo bad... thats the first time seeing him in so long..

Something from today is my friend Mitchy. He's basicly a depressive too. He lives quite a ways away from me..... as in, half way around the world, basicly.. he's had alot go on, adn there are even more people that are trying to kill themselves and there's nothing he can do.... he told me this morning that his friend.. A girl he loves.. is dying of Lukemia.... i felt so bad for  them both.. he told me not to worry, that he'd just cry himself to sleep or something.. but.. i'm the type of person who can't help but worry...

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Normal teenage crap, with added ********

May 30, 2010 - 0 comments
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sleeping

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Eating disorders



I got in a huge fight with my mom over a small thing. My cousin Dallas, who is still asleep, tried cleaning my room yesterday. I told her she didn't have to. In fact, i didn't want her to. I lose things when it's clean. So i told nana that i didn't want her to. Nana flipped at me, saying how she was a one-time chance cause not many people don't want to help me clean my room, but i was in a bad mood already, and with anger issues, i screamed at her. I was about to throw the glass that was in my hand at her, when my mom got home from a work she just recently started. Nana told her side of the story and i got angry at that, she was telling it all f*cking wrong.. sarted screaming at that. Then mom asked me questions that i didn't know how to answer. She said i could get y turn to say my side of the story, but when i tried to she didn't listen. i went to my room and sat in there crying. Lately, everything brings back memories, no matter what...
you could say i have an eating disorder. i never get hungry or eat properly, adn only once a day, twice at most. Then when i get upset, any food intake makes me so full i have to gag over a toilet. Unfortunatly, i haven't puked in 5 years.
sleeping?? i usually only get 3 hours a night.

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