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Jun 24, 2009 - 1 comments
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I'm to damn old for all this yard work, I want to move to a retirement village where a grounds keeper does all the yard work. lol....Been doing a little bit more each day, still don't seem any stronger just doing more and having to force myself to do it but at least it's getting done. I'm sleeping a little longer and sounder each night and I think the B12 is kicking in and doing what it's suppose to be doing finally. Have a doc apt tomorrow with the liver guy and hope it turns out ok, I don't seem as swollen as I once was. Still crave the **** everyday and that's still a fight but I'm dealing with it. Would you believe my reg. doc refilled my script for Vicodin, not the same dosage but lower because I have hands that hurt from the arthritis so bad at times I can't hold the paint brush but I took the script and tore it up and said thanks but no thanks. At first I took it and thought maybe if I took them the way I used to before I started abusing but I said to myself no way Jose, so I tore it up. Hubby was way proud of me. I know that if I took one or two I could do more in my yard and work longer in the day but I figure the stuff will get done at some point so just take my time at it. I'll appreciate the finished product a lot more. And I don't have to be super anything anymore right? right!!....Love to you all and to all I don't know hang in there your win  will come...
Jan
Enjoy my tulips...

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by alicat007, Jun 24, 2009
OMG  I AM SOOOOO PROUDDDDDDDDDDDD OFFFFFFFFFFF YOUOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
THAT WAS A TRUE TEST!!!!
YOUUUUUU PASTTTT WITHHHHHHH FLYINGGGGGGGGG COLORSSSSSSSS!!
HUGSSSSSSSS!!!!!

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