Feb 19, 2014
I'm so hoping everyone can find peace and rest and feel the sun on their face. I remember knowing the sun was shining but it was just there? I loved to be out in all weathers but when the sun shone i was like Mowgli off Jungle book bare feet and wearing as little as possible laying in the field by the river. I'd just swim in the river for a while then lay there looking at the sunny sky and cloud watching and enjoying the feel of the sun on my face. Even as i got older but then becoming ill, crap relationship because i'd became ill and the Ex didn't want a broken toy?
Mum ill and dying. And the pills and the Alcohol problem i had? I can't remember what day it was but i twas in that relationship i forgot how it felt when the sun shine in your face. But now off the booze, away from the ex? I can remember one sunny day last year a few weeks after i stopped drinking i opened the door and felt it on my skin and i cried, i cried because i forgot that one simple free pleasure. Fresh air and sunshine, i love it again now days, pain or not i go walking and if i can't walk far i sit on my front door step in the sun and i smile when i see it come through the window too. I pray we ALL get to feel the sun shining on our faces.