Feb 20, 2014
Todays is awful!! I feel like evry 10mg i dropped a few days at a time have all hit at once i was coping and doing my best but things are too hard right now and WD and the Mental realm? I can't shake it at all today an i havent done much at all the pain wont let me and i cant stop crying everything feels and looks so dark and dismal and i been buying flowers as there cheap down the road and my mouse is playing up now i hop it dont break down now i really need my PC Aat the moment and i hope i sleep i need away from this pain and evrything else and the sweats?? my bed was soaking and im so tired i didn't want to get up but i had to it was soaking wet and freezing and you cant lay in that and try to rest? ah well. tomorrows another day. I am grateful for the bits i can do and have been doing and i too en up bed ridden for ages and now just as i thought the worse was not going to be so bad? All or nothing ey?Got to lay down enuff!!!