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Feb 23, 2014 - 9 comments

Can't type much so keeping it short

I been so lucky!! A volunteer from NA has been arranged to come pick me up and take me to my first meeting Tonight!!
And the woman i originally spoke to has rang me and left a message offering to 'Sponsor' me already before i even get there? We got on so brilliantly on the phone we were chatting away like old friends and she's married with kids and lives 5miles away just outside my City. I

am sssssooooo grateful!! Amen!! she left a lovely message as i was in bed as time was getting on when she rang back. Some things are just meant to be. Now i have even MORE hope!! I have people i don't have to explain stuff too and their both lovely ladies too so thats two new friends to help me in a phone call? Brilliant!!!! :-D

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by dominosarah, Feb 24, 2014
This is great news!!!!  How did the meeting go?  You sound so much better!!

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by jimi1822, Feb 24, 2014
Great News, GOD is AweSome, He has big, wonderful plans for you Indeed =0)

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by ROSYouralright, Feb 24, 2014
I am so glad to hear this!!

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by Tswana, Feb 24, 2014
Thanks so much EVERYONE <3 I will post later to let you all know how it went . Sarah its tonight honey 7-30 the actual meeting. But i just spoken at length to one of the ladies again just now on the phone she rang to make sure i got another MSG as i hadn't replied i didn't know it was there.

But the one thing i was worried about getting a sponsor is sorted already!! You usually got to go to a few meetings to see if people find you open friendly and safe enough they think they can work with you. And both of them chair the meetings so i feel a lot safer now as well.

They been working with NA for year's and i was a bit worried about ending up with some one whose problem is still got a grip on them and then they may become a problem. I have empathy but i can't take nothing on at this time, i need 100% help myself but in the future am willing to give 1,000% help when i can. Love Tswana <3 xxx

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by Dalubaba, Feb 24, 2014
Yes, we would like to know, how it went.My best.

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by dominosarah, Feb 24, 2014
Things are really falling into place for you.  You deserve it~

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by weaver71, Feb 24, 2014
That's awesome. Doors open for those who knock. You've been doing the work and research, and the doors are opening. NA is not very scary, so you are defeating some of the lies the drugs been telling you already. I am very happy to see you DOING something to recover, anything new. Keep us posted.

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by nursegirl6572, Feb 24, 2014
AMAZING!!!  Way to go sweetie.  For as much as you've got going on, and as lousy as you're feeling, you're hungry for your recovery, and you're doing what you need to do to help yourself!!  That's really something to be proud of, I wish everyone was like that!  

I think the meetings will just be SO wonderful for you.  You're a sweet soul who likes to be engaged with others.  To be around others with the same struggles, who can commiserate will be golden for you.  Take it all in, don't be afraid to be open to the support and offers of help.  You've helped so many people in your life, it's okay if you're on the receiving end now and again.

Blessings to you sweetheart.  XOXO

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by Tswana, Feb 25, 2014
Hi everyone i did type a long comment about last night but the server went wrong and its gone grr! I am in bad way and i should not do nothing exce[t use my hands for survival do food and drink. A quick 1 as it takes 4 eva with my pain and my hands and arms are agony and trying to pick up or hold things? n e

way. as there is only 2 NA meetings in the week i am also going to go to AA as well coz they do 7 days a week . The girl God bless her, that will take me thurs eveings is trying to get others with cars to come and collect me and the time scale at AA is more flexi too. I usually go to bed or lay down at the tie of the eve meeting as i also have CFS and it was a war trying to keep my eyes open!! If i slept great!! i don't i just cant keep my lids up and still wide awake and talking lie now. It happens all the time. Its more like Narcrolepsy cant spell it, when you keep falling asleep for a few secs deep sleep, wake up and off it goes again??? The DR gives you amphetamine 4 that and no way!!!

So just waiting to find out who can give me a ride and which days and times and i can go to as mant meetings as possible then ;-) and once these problems settle down i can use public trans sport when i'm able.My legs are not great BUT as long as i can get 1 foot in front of the other i will keep striving to go for a walk.

Getting dressed is the problem at the moment i will find a way to do it i am sure about that one!!! All this i am sure will be help to others as suffering is the 'MOTHER' of invention as far as im concerened. I am als recording myself on my mobile camcorde all in glorious HD 3D!!! I look scary and super crap!! :-D So in time i am going to do a ''CHANNEL' on youtube anyone can have a 'CHANNEL' on there well thats why its called YOUTUBE a public TV Station where everyone can share and i never had this or many of us older and wiser now but NOT  true everyone gets 'Wisdom' with age at all!

But my point is if i had seen all we're now able too see on YOUTUBE i was one of those youngsters that did heeD the warning when i saw things i knew 0 about that is part of every day life. And i stayed well away from the bad and the wrong even if my friends were ALL donig 1 thing or another i never did the wrong an stayed away untill they stopped. And if it saves or helps 1 person its priceless. The bravery and honesty of others on there i have helped me with different things.

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