Mar 15, 2014
It is the 6 month anniversary of me going completely sober. I wish I could say I felt better today, but I'm a bit depressed after not doing any schoolwork to catch up this week of Spring Break. I slept about 10 hours last night and just couldn't get out of bed after resetting alarms about 10 times. My family sends a text to me today saying they want me home for a special dinner. Yesterday, I thought this wasn't such an option since my parents texted they would be going on a long afternoon bike ride. So, I feel like it will consume my whole day going home, and now I don't want to... when it was something I had really looked forward to. Now, I just sit alone on my 6 month anniversary and don't even feel any pride in that, I just keep thinking about what I haven't done for school.