Mar 23, 2014
I wish it was easier to motivate yourself... I HAVE GIVEN UP ON SCHOOL. To be honest, I never thought the me- the girl who worked her *** off for an A grade in school- would every stop studying and suddenly not be bothered anymore. I don't see how I have any chance of getting anywhere in school. I don't have any goals, so there is really no point, is there? I want to motivate myself, but I can't, no matter how hard I try. And I honestly hate myself for it, for letting myself get to here, but all I want to do is be locked up in my room and waste my time. I'm such an idiot for giving up, but now that I have, starting over isn't really an option... So what do I do? Just let it be... Let myself fall deeper and deeper into the hole of nothing- no motivation, inspiration, no hard work- , nothing. I care, but at the same time I don't... If that makes sense?
If only there were quotes that would keep me motivated... :/