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Apr 14, 2014 - 2 comments

I have been keeping myself pretty busy which has helped with my moods and the things going on in my head!! Each day that goes by I realize I can do this!!! I have been spending a lot of quality time with my husband which has been good for us as he works a lot and at times that frustrates me because I have needed him the most these last few months well more than that!! I was just too afraid to tell him I needed him. I am opening up more instead of staying quiet which is doing wonders for our marriage I am having a hard time letting go of some of the hurtful things in the past but with God those are also releasing as well through talking them out and letting go of resentments :) it's amazing what you see through a clear head and the things you want to deal with after you get sober you do have more strength then you think you have!! I don't need pills to get through this!! I am strong and I'm a good person and deserve good things!! I just have to remind myself of that when I'm having a bad day! :) today life is good I am very blessed!

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by jugglin, Apr 14, 2014
Very nice entry! Glad to see you are getting thru each at a time. Communication does amazing things, doesn't it?  Keep moving forward!

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by Quietwoman40, Apr 14, 2014
Thank you so much Jugglin!!! I am very quiet on the forums I read them and get very inspired and get support from each and everyone one of you! I just have not come out of my shell to post as much on there as I should I do try to journal as much as I can on here and at home! Communicating has been my toughest struggle when I got clean but through support and therapy and all my other things I am working on it is finally paying off. I can say I am becoming proud of myself each day and focusing on myself instead of worrying about others needing to change around me because I believe in time that all the pieces will fall into place I just have to keep thinking positive!! Thank you again for your words of encouragement!! I am learning to open up more now if I can just open myself up and post on the forums to help other people without fear!!! :) I know that will come as well for me it just takes time.

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