Jul 08, 2009
Yesterday I was angry because I have to take the leading role in discipline and the boys think Daddy only follows through because I tell him to. I felt so dead yesterday being lows sugar level, on my menstral and being so exhausted was just dead emotionally. It felt better then normal, because I didn't feel worried or stress to say what needed to be said about it, but when insomnia kicked in I started panicing and worrying, but was too tired to take my meds.
He told me he realizes I am right and after 2 years of this he will take more of an active role with the kids discipline. This is no normal situation either the kids are my step kids and their mother messes with their heads.