I have kept constant with NA meetings and increased them to 2 a day as of yesterday. And my greatest fear happened, I saw someone I knew, professionaly, and guess what, it was no big deal! Why? Because this person is an addict too! I freaked out for a split second and then I asked my higher power if I was okay. I found out it was because I shared a secret in the meeting, cried in the meeting, and survived the meeting! I even talked with this person after the meeting and I lived! It is getting so that now I can't wait ti be in that room with other addicts and share in the fact that we are all addicts. Just because we're addicts and have done some ****** up **** doesn't mean that we are awful people, it means that we have made mistakes and are learning from them and that is ok. I am ok. I will continue to be ok. I am ok today. Just for today. That is all that matters.