Apr 28, 2014
I started my weight loss treatment on New years eve when I decided to finaly hit my goal weight this year. I was always overweight and I tried a thousand different diets, including my own stupid ideas (starvation, exercising but eating a lot) and they never worked. Now, it's almost 5 months and I'm proud to say I lost 17 Ibs. But... I was supposed to lose 7 Ibs more to this week. I'm so sad... why is this going so slow? I know it's better to go slow than not to go at all but still.. I want to lose weight more than anything and I'm trying so hard but sometimes I can't not eat. One of my biggest problems is that when I'm sad, I eat. If I don't eat, I do something really stupid or dangerous or just sleep for a whole day and non of those things is good. I won't give up, this was my New Year's resolution and I have to do this. this is my life and my stomach which I can and will control. There is no food that will taste better then victory over my weaknesses and no man who will make me sad enough to quit my lifetime journey. And I will never forget one perfect sentence: It's not about the destination, it's about the journey!