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May 07, 2014 - 17 comments
UPDATE in my Journal. May 7, 2014
This is just to much and I hurt SO bad for the Family..As far as me, this makes tooooo many Deaths in the Last 6 months. How much can a person Take!!!
Over 30 days a Good Friend of mine went missing..We called and tried to convince the Cops that this is NOT like him to do the things he did. Like leaving his door open and so on! We just kept on pushing to find him and put some flyers up.
A few days ago a girl sent a message to his daughter saying she saw a Car like his Way up in the Mountains in and around the same area he lives but Way up there North. SO then we told the Detective and they went up there on May 5th. The fork in the Road goes to the R & L so the Cops went to the R while his Son went to the L..His Son seen his Dog tied to a tree by a house...The Cops found his Car all burned up and with the Keys in it. Before that the Girl said she saw the car with everything in it and it was not burned up. SO on May 6th they had the Search & Rescue up there. They called my GF and told them all to come to the Sheriff Station as they had found him Dead in the Woods! They think he was trying to get his Car unstuck and it caught on fire. Then he was so confused he walked mile and miles in to the woods and the temp was really cold and he sat down by a tree and must of passed out or something and froze to death.
We are still not sure of WHY??? Why would he of not walked down that dirt Road to were he could get a phone single. LOTS of things do not make sense, but this is what can happen if we keep using or drinking. This one really scared me straight even more.
Please send some Prayers out for the Kids..They have never LOST a loved one in there Life yet, let alone their own DAD..Thanks
PS..Hope you can understand this because I have Emotionally & Physically had ENOUGH!!!
This is just to much and I hurt SO bad for the Family..As far as me, this makes tooooo many Deaths in the Last 6 months. How much can a person Take!!!
Over 30 days a Good Friend of mine went missing..We called and tried to convince the Cops that this is NOT like him to do the things he did. Like leaving his door open and so on! We just kept on pushing to find him and put some flyers up.
A few days ago a girl sent a message to his daughter saying she saw a Car like his Way up in the Mountains in and around the same area he lives but Way up there North. SO then we told the Detective and they went up there on May 5th. The fork in the Road goes to the R & L so the Cops went to the R while his Son went to the L..His Son seen his Dog tied to a tree by a house...The Cops found his Car all burned up and with the Keys in it. Before that the Girl said she saw the car with everything in it and it was not burned up. SO on May 6th they had the Search & Rescue up there. They called my GF and told them all to come to the Sheriff Station as they had found him Dead in the Woods! They think he was trying to get his Car unstuck and it caught on fire. Then he was so confused he walked mile and miles in to the woods and the temp was really cold and he sat down by a tree and must of passed out or something and froze to death.
We are still not sure of WHY??? Why would he of not walked down that dirt Road to were he could get a phone single. LOTS of things do not make sense, but this is what can happen if we keep using or drinking. This one really scared me straight even more.
Please send some Prayers out for the Kids..They have never LOST a loved one in there Life yet, let alone their own DAD..Thanks
PS..Hope you can understand this because I have Emotionally & Physically had ENOUGH!!!
Oh Vic that was not the news I was hoping to hear from you.
Sending you love, hugs, strength and prayers to get through. And his family will be in my prayers
Sending you love, hugs, strength and prayers to get through. And his family will be in my prayers
I am all too aware that could have been me and my family and still could. I am sorry for the loss and will pray God uses this event to do something good. I buried my 13 year old dog yesterday, found a chicken dead in the morning, and not a single rat in my trap. Sometimes it seems so unfair, my family was crying and my memories came flooding in. I had to remind myself, I didn't die, I get to make more memories. I pray for you too Vic, I pray that you hold onto the fact you are saving lives with your support, you have your husband and friends. Don't let the pile bury you. I am so sorry for the loss, and especially I am sad for his family. God bless us, every one.
OMG Tony!! Loosing the Dog hurt more then ANYTHING so far for me..Because I knew my Family was sick, but not my Dog..Just like my Friend being it a Accidental Death.My Prayers go out for You, the Wife & YOUR KIDS right now!!!
Thank You for Your Prayers. Both of YOU!!
Thank You for Your Prayers. Both of YOU!!
This truly breaks my heart to read this Vic. I'm so sorry. Prayers going up to help comfort his kids, family and friends thru the difficult times.
I relate to how you feel about Whiteface too. It's been almost a yr and a 1/2 since we lost Otis and the hurt runs deep.
Please know I'm always here for you like so many of your med help friends. I'm hoping that life becomes a little brighter for you soon. You deserve to be happy and trouble free. You are such a wonderful and caring person. Here is a big cyber hug fom me and a kiss from Mel to you.
I relate to how you feel about Whiteface too. It's been almost a yr and a 1/2 since we lost Otis and the hurt runs deep.
Please know I'm always here for you like so many of your med help friends. I'm hoping that life becomes a little brighter for you soon. You deserve to be happy and trouble free. You are such a wonderful and caring person. Here is a big cyber hug fom me and a kiss from Mel to you.
Thanks Ellen..It is so nice to hear from YOU and the Baby!!! Thanks for the Prays sent out to his Family.
Yep, I am not going to let this bring me down at all..Every Death that I have experienced in the last 6 Months have a Reason and a Big turn around for us with a Big message behind it for the best..lol It can only go up hill from here.
Bless You & Your Family...Give Mel a BIG Hug for me..lol
PS..Thanks for the Prayers sent out to His Family as well.
Yep, I am not going to let this bring me down at all..Every Death that I have experienced in the last 6 Months have a Reason and a Big turn around for us with a Big message behind it for the best..lol It can only go up hill from here.
Bless You & Your Family...Give Mel a BIG Hug for me..lol
PS..Thanks for the Prayers sent out to His Family as well.
Hey Vic, I just read this. How awful! I'm so sorry. Of course I'm praying for his family. God must believe that you are one very strong person to be able to handle all that you have gone through these last months. I hope and pray that life will settle down for you, and that you will find some calm and peace. Take care, and hang in there. I wish I had something better to say. I don't even know... Much love to you!
Oh Vic, I'm so sorry to hear this...was praying for a positive outcome. The poor family..my heart breaks for them. Sending prayers for peace and comfort to his family, friends, and loved ones.
I'm sure this was not easy to post, but I want to thank you for updating us.
Hugs to you Dear Vic!
I'm sure this was not easy to post, but I want to thank you for updating us.
Hugs to you Dear Vic!
Oh..Geez Sonrissa that just made my day..Thanks all of you..lol
Hi Vicki I am so sorry for yet another loss in your circle. I am praying for God to strengthen you tenfold. Such a shame and so hard for the family. Blessings .
Can I add my prayers to Vicki, for you and yr friends family.....sometimes we are tested to beyond our limits, they say it makes us stronger, but strength isn't a very warm blanket when we are hurting. I just hope the prayers we all send you are some comfort, God knows you are due!
Sorry for yet another sad time for you...Are you holding up okay? xo
Oh man....I'm just so sorry Vic. There's just no words. :0( So tragic. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
Darn. I am sorry to hear about this Vic. I too was hopping for the best. I am finding out I really need to distance myself from people who are using and drinking. It is better for my sobriety to limit myself to relationships with the people who are really trying to live a clean life. I am realizing we can't save them and are more likely to be pulled back in by hanging onto the past and the people who live in it. I have friends who are exactly like the friend you describe. It is painful. I am very sorry. Focus on you dear sweet friend. ok ?
i am sorry Vickie. i love you.
Sending many Prayers and Blessings that being said, it's been a tough year for GOD's warriors InDeed, were in the the middle of the one of toughest battle's known to the Spiritual world remember we have our adversary cornered and on the it has no place to run and hide so it is lashing out at our Family, Friends, and loved ones. Stay Strong and know the Victory is near and GOD's team will Always have " Strength From Above."
Your true friend and brother in and with GOD and the Christ
<3 jimi (little wing =0)
Your true friend and brother in and with GOD and the Christ
<3 jimi (little wing =0)
OH!! How Sweet..Thanks Everyone for the Prays you have sent out..I know that is why we found him..lol
Ric, he was a friend that I would go to the meetings with, but he would still tap in the misery of addiction..He would try and fall, try and fall for many reason only he knows. I will miss him at the meetings and also when I did see him here & there. Not around any drugs because I did not, nor do I want to know that side of what he had going on. Only around him when he was being a good boy..lol
Vicki..I am holding up very well..I will not let this bring me down and go use at all..I made it thus this far regarding my Dad, Mom and Dog and such..No looking back!!!!
Thank You ALL for the Support & Prayers, yet one more time..I PRAY this is it!!!! It's ALL going to go up hill from here..The Summer is going to bring on many new changes with Many more Smiles and Happiness..I am VERY BLESSED to have my Hub and what I have in Life right now..SO I am going to HOLD on TIGHT to what I have..lol
Bless each and everyone of you!
Vickie
PS..AMEN Bother Jimi. AND I will be here for anyone of you too!
Ric, he was a friend that I would go to the meetings with, but he would still tap in the misery of addiction..He would try and fall, try and fall for many reason only he knows. I will miss him at the meetings and also when I did see him here & there. Not around any drugs because I did not, nor do I want to know that side of what he had going on. Only around him when he was being a good boy..lol
Vicki..I am holding up very well..I will not let this bring me down and go use at all..I made it thus this far regarding my Dad, Mom and Dog and such..No looking back!!!!
Thank You ALL for the Support & Prayers, yet one more time..I PRAY this is it!!!! It's ALL going to go up hill from here..The Summer is going to bring on many new changes with Many more Smiles and Happiness..I am VERY BLESSED to have my Hub and what I have in Life right now..SO I am going to HOLD on TIGHT to what I have..lol
Bless each and everyone of you!
Vickie
PS..AMEN Bother Jimi. AND I will be here for anyone of you too!
SHOOT!! Jimi you are no Bother, but a BROTHER..LMAO!
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