May 10, 2014
So I went to a weight Dr on May 6th 2014. I really didn't want to but I know I needed to loose some weight. I am hoping that it works and that by me loosing some weight might help me get our miracle baby. I haven't really tried this cycle cause I have been to busy helping my mom with my 6 niece's that I wasn't home to do my OPK's. And plus it's the end of the school year here and my daughter has had so much going on but her last day is May 22nd thank GOD lol. So maybe it will wine down some and I can try next cycle. I think it would help to if we get our own place. We was in the process of cleaning one up and was going to move into it after my dd got out of school but someone went and burnt it to the ground talk about mad and upset I was mad. And the funny thing it never was called in. The day we discovered it was burnt we was going to have the electric turned on. It didn't even have a meter. Anyways I have been awake since 2 am central daylight time and it is 4:41am. I don't know why I can't sleep but I figured I would write a journal sorry for rambling on. I guess I will see if I can go back to sleep now.